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A Long Post About Hospitals and Doctors and Stuff

Posted by on Dec 4, 2014 in Cancer Goddess, Cancer Healing | 0 comments

A Long Post About Hospitals and Doctors and Stuff

I hope this never happens to you, but if you should ever get a cancer diagnosis, avoid hospitals! If you can. I don't mean that you shouldn't get treatment, but just know that the way people treat you sends messages to your body.

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Brain MRI Results. Dammit.

Posted by on Dec 3, 2014 in Best of The Goddess, Cancer Goddess, Cancer Healing, Goddesslicious | 4 comments

Brain MRI Results. Dammit.

Six weeks ago there was a badass biggish tumor and a wee little one. Now, not only did the two tumors NOT reduce in size, but the biggish one is more defined than six weeks ago. And they are joined by a third tumor that just popped up — also pretty big — since six weeks ago. Tumor party!

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Open Hearts = A Kinder World

Posted by on Dec 1, 2014 in Cancer Goddess, Energy, Love + Relationship, Magic | 0 comments

Open Hearts = A Kinder World

It seems that the more I rest in surrender to my pleasure and bathe in the waters of Being In The Present, the more I notice how out of synch I’ve grown with some of the rest of the world. I read stories every day from around the globe. Many of these stories reinforce my belief in the inherent goodness of people. And many of them hurt my heart. Is it true, the more you open your heart the more possibility of pain there is? It hurts my heart to see meanness. It feels safe and smug, perhaps, to sit in one’s dark internet corner and...

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Off Balance

Posted by on Nov 28, 2014 in Cancer Goddess, Cancer Healing, Energy, Magic | 0 comments

Off Balance

The way to achieve balance is to let the whirlwind surround and buoy you.

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I Give Thanks

Posted by on Nov 27, 2014 in Cancer Goddess, Love + Relationship | 0 comments

I Give Thanks

Today and every day I give thanks that I am alive in this beautiful world.

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Feelings, Whoa Whoa Whoa Feelings

Posted by on Nov 26, 2014 in Cancer Goddess, Cancer Healing, Magic | 0 comments

Feelings, Whoa Whoa Whoa Feelings

How can we make a difference in the world? Start by not pretending there isn't a difference to be made. Feel the feels that ride the winds, Breathe in fear and anger and breathe out joy and hope through our actions to lift those who need it.

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Legacy

Posted by on Nov 20, 2014 in Cancer Goddess, Cancer Healing, Death + Dying | 0 comments

Legacy

Dear Ones, Lately my thoughts keep returning to the idea of legacy. Life purpose, life mission, call it what you will, but I believe we each arrive hardwired to contribute to the great global tapestry of life. That’s legacy. So while I intend to stay here in this body for quite awhile yet, I also want my presence here, especially the suffering part, to count. To matter. To leave a lasting imprint of some kind, and I’d prefer it to be a helpful one. It wasn’t too long ago that my thoughts of legacy were kind of grandiose. I...

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A Talyaa Update

Posted by on Nov 19, 2014 in Cancer Goddess, Cancer Healing | 0 comments

A Talyaa Update

It must have been all the magic you people sent that helps ease my brain-tumor-headache to a more manageable level. For now. Keep it up!

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We Humans Are So Beautiful, I Can’t Even

Posted by on Nov 10, 2014 in Cancer Goddess, Cancer Healing | 0 comments

We Humans Are So Beautiful, I Can’t Even

Don't we all live with uncertainty? Not with a ticking brain tumor time bomb, perhaps, but we each in our own way can't possibly know all of What Comes Next.

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When Do I Get to LIVE?

Posted by on Nov 8, 2014 in Cancer Goddess, Cancer Healing | 0 comments

When Do I Get to LIVE?

Most of the time I feel pretty optimistic about my future and accepting All The Things I do every day for healing (it’s a very long list). Every night at about 9pm I think,”ok, so you made it through another day.” And — I’m being honest here — most of the time I feel okay with it all. And then there are times like right now, when I feel angry and sad and afraid and want to pound my fists in to the wall and yell WHYYYYYY and FUCK YOU CANCER and eat cupcakes and refuse to take my goddamn 180 pills a day, closing my...

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Now they are talking BRAIN SURGERY!

Posted by on Nov 3, 2014 in Cancer Goddess, Cancer Healing | 1 comment

Now they are talking BRAIN SURGERY!

Two out of three doctors scream YOU NEED BRAIN SURGERY ASAP! at me before they run away to don their scrubs and wash their hands. Sounds like it's pretty immediate.

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Welcome to My Dark Cave of Despair

Posted by on Oct 30, 2014 in Cancer Goddess, Cancer Healing | 0 comments

Welcome to My Dark Cave of Despair

When there's a giant tumor in your brain, you worry about all kinds of things.

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