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Cancer Goddess Rises, Days 30-32: Finding Hope

Posted by on Sep 1, 2012 in Cancer Goddess | 5 comments

My Kahuna and I nap together nearly every day. Some days it doesn’t work out. Maybe one of us is angry at the other, or wound too tightly, or our rhythms don’t mesh and we miss the exquisite yumminess of curling up together and drifting off into sleep to wake up in the arms of our beloved, but most days we get our 20 minute power nap in. The little moments like that mean so much now that our entire lives are thrown into upheaval, much like the now TWO refrigerators that hold entire...

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Cancer Goddess Rises, Days 25-26: Abundance

Posted by on Aug 26, 2012 in Cancer Goddess | 3 comments

From the Department of Not-a-Rhetorical-Question: Where do you shop when you need to buy 70 pounds of apples and 75 pounds of carrots — every week? I have found the secret to abundance! Here it is: Get cancer. Bear with me here. This is my thinking. If you had cancer, you’d want to heal, right? Reverse the course of things and send that cancer crying to its mommy? Of course you would. Which is why you need all those carrots. Drinking 8 ounces of fresh juice every hour sounded like such...

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Cancer Goddess Rises, Days 23-24: Friends and Enemas

Posted by on Aug 24, 2012 in Cancer Goddess | 2 comments

Today was Day One of the next two years of my life. We started the Gerson therapy in full today: fresh veggie and fruit juices, 8 ounces every hour; 3 big nutritious meals including soup, baked potato, oatmeal, and vegetables; 5 coffee enemas. Until last week I never thought anything could get me to do an enema, let alone FIVE EVERY FREAKING DAY. This week has been a whirlwind of getting-things-ready. Things felt urgent. With the news that the C-Word is all up in my head it just felt like...

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Cancer Goddess Rises, Days 18-19: Married to a Martinet

Posted by on Aug 19, 2012 in Cancer Goddess | 3 comments

No, Soulmate and I did not get married over the weekend or anything. Don’t get so excited there. (But Mr. & Mrs. Splashy ARE married) Mostly I was after the alliteration in the title there. Clever, clever. Martinet: a strict disciplinarian. I don’t know why things have to be so hard. My Kahuna thinks I am not taking any of this (this = the cancer thing; healing the cancer thing; the fact that I could be dying) seriously. Perhaps I am not. Soon I will write  a whole other post...

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Cancer Goddess Rises, Day 15: I Have My Head Examined

Posted by on Aug 15, 2012 in Cancer Goddess | 1 comment

Today was about wading through miles of bureaucratic financial hospital red tape and reclining comfortably inside a big metal tube. In other words, today I had my first MRI. Of my brain. Honestly, I am not sure why I opted for this test. The results won’t change much either way. Either I have brain metastasis or I don’t. Either I have cancer in my brain or I don’t. Either way, we go forward in healing. I think I might work harder at the healing though if I knew this cancer...

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